Do you remember the time.......?
Do you remember that huge fight we had, where we were in the living room arguing, and I ran into the bedroom crying, and so long after, you ran in there and you tried to hold me but I just kept begging you to stop touching me, and you were crying at the top of your lungs and promising that you'll change, but you had said that before and so I ran away from you and went back to the couch and fell asleep crying.....
You didn't change.
I knew you wouldn't and I told you so.
I had felt you pulling away from the relationship since long before.
And when you took so long to come in the room, I knew that we would end soon.
That was right before I had my root canal.
That was in November of 2006.
You didn't change.
All of our fights afterwards, were because you stopped caring, and you didn't even try to hide it.
You blame my being fat, not currently having a job, and me being sick and tired of picking up after you, when you won't even acknowledge it or thank me for it---You blame me. You tell me that those are the reasons why you broke up with me. That I don't hang with your family who won't even put away their stupid fucking dogs so I can see them for five minutes. That I can't stand your mother who you told me put you through so much hell, and ruined your childhood.
You blame me for your selfishness.
You posted on your site: niceguysvoid.blogspot.com , that you need to curb your spending habits--but you only got worse. I wanted to help you. I thought you cared about our future--the future you promised me 4 months into our relationship. You told me it was your money only--when we had decided long ago that we needed to save together. I did everything I could to share whatever I had--including resources--anything, with you. Nothing is ever good enough for you, though. Not unless it costs a lot of money.
On top of everything you did/didn't do during our relationship, you blame me for its failure--yet you stopped being apart of it long ago. And I've been trying to live with your abandonment since.......
You didn't change.
I knew you wouldn't and I told you so.
I had felt you pulling away from the relationship since long before.
And when you took so long to come in the room, I knew that we would end soon.
That was right before I had my root canal.
That was in November of 2006.
You didn't change.
All of our fights afterwards, were because you stopped caring, and you didn't even try to hide it.
You blame my being fat, not currently having a job, and me being sick and tired of picking up after you, when you won't even acknowledge it or thank me for it---You blame me. You tell me that those are the reasons why you broke up with me. That I don't hang with your family who won't even put away their stupid fucking dogs so I can see them for five minutes. That I can't stand your mother who you told me put you through so much hell, and ruined your childhood.
You blame me for your selfishness.
You posted on your site: niceguysvoid.blogspot.com , that you need to curb your spending habits--but you only got worse. I wanted to help you. I thought you cared about our future--the future you promised me 4 months into our relationship. You told me it was your money only--when we had decided long ago that we needed to save together. I did everything I could to share whatever I had--including resources--anything, with you. Nothing is ever good enough for you, though. Not unless it costs a lot of money.
On top of everything you did/didn't do during our relationship, you blame me for its failure--yet you stopped being apart of it long ago. And I've been trying to live with your abandonment since.......
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